"Twas the night before....

Hey everybody! Tomorrow is the big day, and it is with mixed emotions that it approaches. We are eager to have the surgery behind us, eager to have the lymph node out, eager to finally know the opponent we face... we are not looking forward to pain, to the hospital stay, to the finally knowing our opponent.

The surgery is scheduled for 7:00 a.m., and we have to be at the hospital at 5:30. It is a blessing to have the first surgical procedure of the day, for several reasons. It means less waiting time, where our minds drift "to the dark side," as my friend Dave put it. It means less likelihood of getting delayed, or even postponed. It increases the probability that Dee Dee will go home on Tuesday, just because it gives her a few more hours of recovery that day. The doctors say this surgery has a hospital stay of 1-3 days, but they believe that her excellent health and fitness will help her leave quickly. She cannot leave until the chest tube stops draining fluid, and until her pain is manageable by oral meds instead of IV meds.

The surgery is called a VATS procedure; a good web site is http://www.health.harvard.edu/fhg/diagnostics/thoracic/thoracic.shtml

Pray for the surgeons and anesthetists and nurses and PAs. Pray that the surgeon (D'Amico) is able to visualize the node, that it has no roots growing into surrounding tissue, and that it is small enough to remove without spreading ribs. Pray that her left lung re-inflates properly and quickly; and that her chest stops draining fluid quickly as well. Pray that her pain is minimal, and that they can do this with two incisions instead of three. Pray that the incisions heal well, with minimal scars.

Pray for us relationally as well. As the hour approaches, our tension has built, and neither of us is real friendly right now. There are short fuses in the Clark home, including the kiddos!

Many have offered help with logistics for home and children. Thank you! We are blown away by the outpouring of love and encouragement. One of the nice perks of living where you grew up is that we have family staying in the house while we are in the hospital, and after, so the child care is covered. Thanks to all who are helping taxi children to their classes and events. For meals, a great young lady at church has volunteered to coordinate this aspect. Her name is Christy Neal, and her phone # is 363-5441; email is nealcw@hotmail.com.

We cannot express our thankfulness and gratitude to you all. More, we cannot adequately express our thanks to God. We thank Him for being perfectly good, perfectly just, perfectly powerful, perfectly faithful. We thank Him for being a perfect Father. We thank Him for perfect mercy and grace. We thank Him for being Savior and God and King and Daddy!

One of our favorite worship groups to listen to is Indelible Grace. They take old hymns and make them new, and my favorite is "Whate'er My God Ordains Is Right" and some of its lyrics are:
1. Whate’er my God ordains is right
Holy His will abideth.
I will be still whate’er He does,
And follow where He guideth.
He is my God,
Though dark my road.
He holds me that I shall not fall
Wherefore to Him I leave it all.

4. What'er my God ordains is right,
Here shall my stand be taken.
Though sorrow, need, or death be mine,
Yet I am not forsaken.
My Father's care
Is round me there
He holds me that I shall not fall
And so to Him I leave it all.

And then, from one that our worship team chose to sing this morning, I suspect because someone wanted to see me cry and blubber so much that Micah was worried about his Daddy, "I Need Thee Every Hour":
2. I need Thee every hour,
in joy or pain;
Come quickly and abide,
or life is vain
I need Thee every hour,
teach me Thy will;
And Thy rich promises in me fulfill

(chorus) I need Thee, O I need Thee;
I need Thee every hour;
I need you Lord, O bless me now,
My Savior, I come to Thee.

We pray that He will teach us His will, and that we would truly leave it all to Him.

Thank you everyone, and I'll update tomorrow as I am able.

Tony